I don’t know how to feel about this. The confusion butterflies are striking once again. The three words came out with such meaning that It doesn’t feel…. right. It may have been a whisper, but it was as if my whole world was listening and every detail will be heard. Ears open. Other senses: gone.

There is nothing more to hide as the hiding place is already found…. it is no longer a secret. Yet questions start flooding the young mind, but the lips are shut, unable to ask them. Confusion. Reality. 

It is understandable why sometimes these things are better kept unsaid. After all, it does have more life if love wasn’t “broad-casted”. It’s like a jar with smoke inside; If it is opened a lot, it loses itself and POOF! It’s gone. Therefore, the less it is opened, the more alive it is.

Pain. Hurt. It will all come. That’s what everyone says. But it doesn’t mean it’s what you have to worry about now. Live the love you have now. It’s the good part. Don’t think about the bad things while still in the good phase as it will ruin everything… because if you do that, you won’t have anything to cheer you up anymore once you’re in the “Bad phase”… you won’t have the good memories to look back to if this is done. So. live. the. love. you. have.

….Then we’ll see what happens….

I’m pretty sure (or at least i hope) it’s good. 

(Source: dupidooizzy)